CRAP. That's what it feels like today. Everything feels that way. I have yet to find anything positive today. Actually, I shouldn't say that. My daughter is a positive in my life every single day. She's the reason I get out of bed every morning. <3
I am just having a day. I'm ready to have my own place. I'm ready to have a car so that if I want to go to Katy for the day, I can. I'm ready to not have to ask to use the car to go get the mail. I'm ready to not be stuck at home all day if I don't want to be. I am just having one of those days I think. *sigh* Nothing seems to be going the way I want it to, and I haven't even started on ANY homework, and I only have like 2 days to get it done, since we're going to probably be gone all day Saturday. *sigh*
I suppose I should probably get off here and work on some homework, and I need to start the process of getting dinner made too. *sigh* ah well.....
Ava and going to school should be the most important things in your world.
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It sucks, and it's hard. Especially since your living with your parents, and have to ask for their vehicle to go around.
But, it'll change. Give it time.
Positive things about not having a car right now: You don't have to worry about gas money. You don't have to worry about oil changes or major car repairs... or paying car insurance.
Positive things about not having your own place: Having to clean the WHOLE place, repairs on said place, furnishing said place, food shoppign for said place... being lonely sometimes.
I know it's a stretch.. but I hope that helped.
I feel cruddy today too.
Just that kind of day.
It'll be okay.
I think your amazing!
Aw, gee Kat, thanks. *blush* I am definitely feeling better today. Yesterday was just a rough day.
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