Saturday, June 22, 2013

Horrible night.......................

It's been just a really crappy last couple of days.  My brother and I got into an argument, my mom and my brother are not speaking, I haven't felt worth a darn, and then tonight, my nephew decided to throw a tantrum (he's 5) and threw a toy car into the tv and broke the tv screen. *sigh*  It's got lines running thru it now, and it's annoying.  My brother has been drinking, so he is acting like an ass, and I have just had ENOUGH.  This is going to be short, because I am just going to call it a night and go to bed.  If I don't, it'll end up being a horrible night, so I'm just done.

We were left without much other choice, but I am wondering how good of an idea this actually was to move in with my brother.  He has no respect for any one else's stuff, his "girlfriend" or whatever she is annoys me to no end, and his boys don't listen so all he does is yell.  It scares not only my kids but my dogs, and I'm just at the end of my ropes and it hasn't even been a month. *sigh*

I suppose for now this is all.....I need to go to bed.

I will try and catch up more in the next couple days.


Monday, June 10, 2013

What a freakin week.......................

The past week has definitely been a doozy.  I am SO glad that it is all over.  And really, it isn't ALL over, because I still have a crapton to do.

We moved (yes, AGAIN.....I am SO over it too).  We did the vast majority of it in like 2 days, and my ankle and foot are STILL hurting.  I can't get my tennis shoe on, it is so swollen.  I'm exhausted, and really hope that I don't have to move again for a VERY long time.  There is no other way to say it, than moving SUCKS.  Especially when you have 2 littles, and no friends.....at least no friends that live close by.  My brother did help, but for the most part, it was Hubby and I on our own.  And I tried to do a lot while he was at work, and my mom kept the kiddos for me.  It was not a fun experience, that's for sure.

The house we are in now is twice as big as the other place, has 2 fireplaces, a 2 car garage, a big yard, and enough room that my brother is moving in too and we're going to be roomies.  We'll see how that goes, but hopefully it will work to our advantage.  With him living with us, we are paying less than we did at the other house, which is a good thing.

I'm still looking for work, and ready to rip out all of my hair over it too.  I have another job interview tomorrow, I had one this past Friday, and I'm hoping and praying that something comes from one of them and SOON.  The one I had Friday I know I won't hear anything about until next week, which is going to KILL me....it's the one I REALLY want.  It is at the same place that Hubby works, which would be nice....though I am not sure how we would work out daycare, but we would figure it out.

I have been just out of sorts this week, and I still feel that way.  I haven't been sleeping well, school is kicking my butt, and I am just about out of umph.  But I am going to close this out for tonight, and get myself something to munch on and get to bed.  My eyes HURT, and I need some beauty sleep before my interview tomorrow.