Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Quick little update...

I just realized that it's been like a week or something since I posted an update.  Not much to update really.  Still on bed rest.  Still getting shots in the ass to prevent contractions.  Still ready for this pregnancy to be over.  I feel a bit more prepared to have him arrive though, so that's a good thing.  He's got clothes, a couple blankets, and a bed to sleep in (once we get it from my mom's house.....the play pen/bassinet that we had for Lil Lady won't fit in our room so we're using the one my mom has...it works).  I'm still a bit nervous about having a preemie, but I'm 33 weeks now, will be 34 come Saturday, and 6 weeks early isn't so bad.  I have another doctor's appt on Thursday, and they will check and see if I've dilated anymore then.  I'm hoping that I have, otherwise I'm likely to cry that the contractions I've been having haven't done anything.....the meds I'm taking are supposed to stop them, and the meds don't stop crap.  The shots help for the first day or so, and that's it.  It really just seems kind of pointless, at this point, because I know that even though he'd be early and small, he'd be fine.  I am just definitely ready to be done being pregnant. *sigh* And I hate feeling that way.....I should be thankful that I'm able to have a baby...especially after everything we went through to get Lil Lady here, and knowing all the people I do that have been unable to have the baby of their dreams.....it's hard for me to feel the way that I do. :( But, I can't help it.  Being pregnant this time has been absolutely miserable for me.  The ONLY thing that I've enjoyed about it is feeling Lil Man move.  Being on bed rest has really taken the majority of the joy of pregnancy out of it for me.  I suppose this is going to be it for tonight......I'm tired, even though I do nothing but lay around all freaking day.  I need to get into a more comfortable position, and the couch just isn't cutting it.

Stay safe and be blessed my friends, until we meet again.

1 comment:

  1. =(

    Stay safe.

    Keep Lil' Man Safe.

    I pray that it all works out for the best.

    Much Love