Friday, June 10, 2011

It's after midnight, and I'm still awake why?!?!?!?!?

Oh yeah, because I'm a psycho woman and decided that I needed to go back to school!  I swear, being a college student is going to at some point kill me.  I have come to this conclusion, and am trying to accept the reality of it.

I am only taking 2 classes right now, which in the grand scheme of things really isn't all that bad.  However, in BOTH classes this week, I have a paper due.  Talk about making me want to rip out every hair in my head.  I forget how much I DESPISE writing papers until I am stuck doing it again.  I feel like I'm falling behind, and not able to get anything else done, because I'm trying to get school work done, but I feel like I'm not getting school work done, because I'm a mom and have to do my mom duties.

I will just be glad when this module is OVER and I can move on to my law classes...which is something that I know I will enjoy.  I did really well in law classes when I was in school before, and I struggled with the English and writing garbage.

ANY way, in other news....I had a job interview today, which was kind of surreal, seeing as how I've not working in a year.  And I have to be honest, I've really enjoyed not working in the last year, and I'm really not looking forward to going back to work.  I feel like I'm going to miss too much of Ava growing up.... :(  Hubby also has a job interview tomorrow, so I'm hopeful that it goes well for him and that he's able to start working next week.  We'll just have to see what happens tomorrow.  The job that I interviewed for would be working for a bank, and really, Hubby wouldn't necessarily HAVE to work, because I would be making $13.50 an hour.  However, I would really like it if HE was the one that found a job like that, because then I would be the one that wouldn't have to work. :P  I would love to be able to stay home with Ava and finish school and then find a job where it would even be possible for me to work from home.  That would be perfectly ideal.  Now will it happen that way?  Probably not.  But one can hope right???

Well, I'm going to scoot for now, my eyelids are VERY heavy, and we have to leave here at a decent hour tomorrow.  Hubby has his interview, and Mom, Ava and I are going with him so that we can go do some grocery and other shopping after he's done.  Wish him luck, because we need for him to get a job!! :)

1 comment:

  1. Good luck honey! It will all work out in the end! <3