Thursday, December 8, 2011

Change my butt.....

These are the words that my nephew is screaming at my sister in law this morning. Lol.  I can't help but laugh.  He's 3 going on 30, and he just makes me laugh.  He says some of the craziest things, and you never know what to expect to come out of his mouth at any given moment.

This is yet another reason why I am so glad that we made the decision to move down here to TX.

I haven't blogged in a while, things have just been.....surreal to say the least.  My grandmother died November 26th, and it's been difficult to say the least.  I'm filled with sadness and regret, because I didn't call or write as often as I should have.  I should have taken a more active roll in calling her and making my presence known, and I simply didn't.  I haven't done any better of a job with my other grandmother either.  I don't call, I don't write, and I know I should, but I just simply don't.

This is all for now.... baby's fussing, and we need to get ready to go.


  1. I'm sorry to hear about your Grandmother.

    Your feelings are normal and justified.

    However, know that your grandmother is in a better place now, and she is looking down on you, and she knows how much you loved her, and how badly you feel for not being as connected as you feel you should have.


  2. Thanks Kat. It's been a rough couple weeks. We're having a private, personal memorial service for her tomorrow, since there wasn't a service. The thing that is the hardest for me is seeing the pain that my mom is in, and knowing that there's nothing I can do about it. It was her mother, and I can't begin to imagine what she's going through. I don't want to ever feel that kind of pain, though I know that I likely will. *sigh* My thoughts are just all kinds of jumbled.